NEW WINESKIN

Today is a very special day. Something very important happened to my heart. The light of truth dawned upon me! All along, i am the prisoner of myself. i kept crying out for deliverance. Yet, i was the one who locked myself up. Who can let me out except for I? The key is in my hands. The Lord pointed it out to me once but my screams blocked out His voice. Today, i found my key and i have let myself out. Suddenly, the lost passion came back. The feeling of passion fills me once more. Wow!! i never knew it feels so good to be passionate for everything in life. My eyes are unveiled and i saw what it means to put off the old man so that the new man can be put on. A new wine in a new wineskin. This wine will fill my heart with abundant and complete joy.

The 1st level of joy: salvation. Where the burden of sin is lifted up.
The 2nd level of joy: Dreaming. Discovering the meaning of your life. Live and not exist
The 3rd level of joy: Fulfillment and Fruition. Living beyond success into significance
It will all culminate to...... the Wedding banquet of the the Lamb and HIs bride.

Though i have not seen Him.
i Love Him comletely.

Fear really do make things look BIGGER than it really is and it veils our eyes from reality.

i don't want to lock myself up again.
What can i do??
I must RENEW my mind.
I must SEEK the Lord.
I must be UNDER COVER.

i have greatness in my hands.
When Jesus comes back, i want to hear Him say of me, "good and faithful servant."
i must invest the talents He has entrusted into my hands.
i must look forward and SEE!