The path of NO RETURN!

Pst once said, "Maturity does not come with age but the acceptance of responsibilities."

Three times Jesus asked, "Peter, do you love me?"

Jesus knew the answer. He knows all thing. Yet he chose to ask Peter. He wanted Peter to confess and to internalise the statement, "i love you Lord." With every confession, a responsibility is assigned.

Woe to me! For i am an immature child.

Sometime back, God asked, "Deora, do you love Me?" i thought i can outwit God by REFUSING to answer HIm. Lo and Behold. He retorted with "Deora, YOU LOVE ME!" on Sat. What an attempt to outwit God?! I LOVE GOD WITH ALL OF MY HEART! i will not avoid it nor deny it anymore. i LOVE HIM WITH ALL THAT I AM! Yet the thought of accepting the responsibilities he intend to entrust me with is daunting or even Petrifying! Where can Jonah run to? Wherever the battle, in the belly of the Big Fish or in the silence of the room, God is the Victor! He deserves to be! So Ninevah i shall head! To the wilderness of my heart, yet the Promised Land of God's presence. I will follow the Lord. If He will not enter into my Promised Land with me, i will not go there. I will be where the Spirit of God is.