"Go therefore and make disciples of all nations. Baptising them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit and lo i will be with you always..."

The bible says, " no prophet is without honor except in his own hometown." There is truly a special anointing. a special grace that is endowed upon all missionaries. i always have a weak stomach. Going to Northeast Asia and eating the food there is a worrying factor to me. Miraculously, i was able to accustomed to the food and drinks there. As a cleanliness freak, to accustom to the culture and way of lving of the villagers is a mega breakthrough for me. i really thank God for His grace and also prior to this trip, "dirty" friends who convinced me that i have to learn how to adapt to such environment if i want to go to the ends of the earth. haha.. Thanks my "dirty" friends!!

The silent desire to pray and to flow with the Spirit of God roars even louder when i am out there. The verse, "not by power nor by might but by my Spirit" was illuminated in my darken mind. i never knew i could flow with the Spirit of God in a manner as such!! i heard Him telling me so clearly the gifts of the different individuals. i saw images of one who was badly beaten up by her mother when she was six. i saw another always screaming at others. Yet, i know that God brought to light all these because He is doing a deliverance work. At the end of the trip, he gave me a verse, "i saw Satan cast down like lightning." HAHAHAHA....... i broke into Holy laughter!! it was phenomena!!

Army of God! Lets take up our position in the Body of Christ and lets prepare for this mighty and victorious battle ahead of us!!

Lift up our eyes from our current situation!
Lift up our down cast eyes!!
Lift up and see that there is a path beyond our feet!

a prayer that was never heard.
a prayer that was unwarranted
a prayer that was against my will.
From a friend whose identity is blurred.
God, will you answer a prayer as such?

my prayer is never to know this prayer existed.
my prayer is this prayer will be answered but the recipient is the one who prayed.
my prayer is this friend is not a friend.


When i was away for missions. i heard the Lord told me almost audibly the prayer of a friend for me. yet, this prayer was going in another direction from my will. A friend once close but no longer is. my prayer is that this prayer will be come to pass but the one who prayed. If the right hand cannot accomplish the task, the left hand stands in the gap.

i just saw the blog of someone close to me. She looks so alright on the surface but deep inside she is bleeding profusely. In her blog, i saw despondency, grief and as a result rebellion. A Christian in name only. Not only is she not living a victorious life but she is still living in sin. my heart cannot help but cries out to her. My beloved friend, i pray that you will find Jesus. i bind the spirit of worldliness and carnality in the name of Jesus!

Those reading this blog, would you help me by dropping a short prayer for this anonymous friend of mine.

Father, i pray that this girl will find you. Win the heart of the prodigal daughter once more. Give her the power over sin! Jesus you paid so much just for her. Give her a revelation of the price you paid. You emptied heaven of the Son and of the Holy Spirit just to have her by your side. Win her back Lord. i thank you that you are the author and the finisher of her faith. In Jesus' mighty name i pray. Amen!

Hosea 6:6
Obedience is better than sacrifice.
mercy better than burnt offering.

Often, we desire to bring God an offering. Hoping that our sacrifices will add points to our score board in heaven and on earth. Today, the Lord gave me a revelation of what this verse really means. What we think pleases God may be that very thing that He abhors. The worship, the praise that we try so hard to fine tune is but noise in His ears. Rather than always thinking of new ways to please the Lord and what offering we can bring. why not, first do what He is saying at the moment.

When God gave me this verse, it came as a compliment.
i heard Him said, " you have been obedient. Your obedience worth more to me than your sacrifices." This statement of approval worth more to me than any other praises.

i saw this vision when i was praying one day...

I was in a vast, barren and desolated desert. When i looked up to the sky, it was shades of red. The earth was a horizon of brown. At the far end of my eyes, heaven and earth met. The red of the sky and the brown of the earth blended into one. i took another step in my wilderness towards the point of divine-human union. My feet were padded with dreams and hopes, buffeting me from the scorching reality. The trails I left behind were soon blown away by the winds. I had no idea, how far i had travelled nor do i know how i came so far. The only stark reality was my refuge laid ahead of me. i had no idea how long nor how far more do i have to travel before i arrived at my final destination. In spite of the uncertainty, deep in the chamber of my heart, i heard the voice of the Omniscient assuring me of fulfillment and reward.

My reward lies not in the future but in the voice and the Person with me NOW! God is more interested in the means than the ends. In fact, means are ends in themselves. Dreams that God had etched into my heart belong to the future. Fulfilling my responsibilities today is the path to my future.

One earth,
Two places.
One sky,
Two worlds.

Separations and unions lie not in the geographical locations but in definitions. In life, separations are inevitable. Sometimes, separations can be so painful that it paralyses you for months or even years. Learning how to handle separation is such a vital aspect of life. As i look back in my life, there are so many separations that brought excruciating pain. One of which is separation from my grandma who passed away many years ago. Then, when i had to say good bye to my first cg and be transferred to a cg where i hardly knew anyone, i felt like i was thrown into sea, left to fend for myself. Then when i had to say goodbye to my best buddies in Hk, i cried my heart out. Today, i am saying goodbye to my beloved cg members. Once more, this "good bye" took another piece out of my heart. I can identify with Abraham who had to say goodbye to his countrymen and go to a country that the Lord will show him.

However, separation is only physical. We are united in the same passion we have in Christ. United in the same purpose if pursuing the Lord our God. We are uniting in the purpose of glorifying the name of our Lord Jesus Christ. I have a very good friend in SOT. When we parted in Hk, i felt like the friendship has come to an end. No longer will she be by my side to see me through the troughs and crests of life. Yet, i know we are united in our pursuit of Christ. We are in two different places, doing similar things.

The kingdom of God is like a merchant who finds a precious pearl. He went back and sold all he has and bought that pearl. There are many many things we regard as precious and dear. a mllion unwillingness to let go of these things. Yet, if the Lord is the first and the Lord of our lives, no price is too high to be paid. As we walk on with the Lord, we will come to a place where we will be confronted with the truth - "who or what is most important in your life?"

Be blessed my beloved cg members! be the light of the world and salt of the earth! Lets be a participator of revival in our generation!! Lets be the one domino, one pebble that creates a huge effect in our worlds!

We will be in 2 cg but in one BODY.
We will be in 2 worlds but in the same pursuit!

Black, white, grey.
Enveloped in grey
Lies black and white.

I seek black but found white.
I seek white but found black.
What is black and what is white
There is black and there is white

Rather do i seek and find
Than seek not and find not.

Seek and you will find!


Often, truths lie beind a grey facade. People seek to envelope the truth in literary skills, in "EQ", in sophistication. Simple truth stings but is not deadly. Profound truth appeals but remains unfathomable. Seeking after simplicity but expressing in profoundity. God, help me! Unveil the complicated mind towards the simple truth. The Lord is my shepherd, i shall not want. i shall not want. I shall not want. My will crucified. My ego abandoned. All's done to find the burning bush in my wilderness. I seek and found green amidst brown, pastures amidst wilderness.

Though i walk through the valley of death, i shall fear no evil. For Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.